...............Every Closure Brings Forth New Appearances...........
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
It's time for this blog to be ressurected!
Finals are finally over! Got rid of them once and for all! Though, this year's papers seem to be more difficult than the previous year...wow lol....did I just say that every year? Haha
After the last paper on Wednesday, the bunch of us went to mid valley to search for a masquerade.
Futile returns and bought nothing at the end. Only spent money on food :D
And then thursday was an awesome movie marathon. The bunch of us went to Tropicana City and got first show tickets to 2012 on the premiere day!!
The movie gave me mixed feelings...AWESOMENESS and DEPRESSION at the same time. It's like these two figures kept pushing each other off to be the only victor.
Though the movie did baffle me about the end of the world and I was really emo that whole day.
But after that day,
... life goes on.
End of the world in 2012..so what? No need to eat/sleep/study/work/(insert action)? You still have to continue what you have started, which is your life. And, I used the word 'finish' not 'end'. Don't care when the end of the world will be, you'll still have to finish your life.
I personally believe, if the disasters in 2012 were to come true, nobody should be let to survive.
Useless to pray facing upwards when the trembling Mother Earth is below us
We go down together.
-rants stop-
Oh..after 2012, we watched This Is It!. It was okay for me. I was/am not a MJ fan anyway, but its nice to see the awesome choreography and stage effects. Sorry, I can't help it but to yawn a lot during the entire film. No disrespect to MJ though.
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After these outings with friends, I had a great time with my family too. My cousin Amy from Kuching came to KL to participate some -banner-fangirls-non-stop-shouting-Jonas-brothers-crap competition. She doesnt really care about them anyway, she just wants to win the 2 pax travel package to London :D.
But unfortunately, she got 4th place. She did her best with her banner, and I helped out too! ( just with a drawing of a treasure trail..rofl)
Not to mention, I got to shop around with my family $_$, eat delicious yet expensive food..muahaha. On top of that, a German deli has opened around my area and they serve one of the best beef patties I have ever eaten. Its freaking huge (from 180gm~500gm), tasty and juicy!!
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As for the point of this thread, every closure (the end of finals) does cause new things to surface.
Sigh, recently I've been in a very bad mood. I know I don't sound like it. Honestly, I'm just hiding my feelings. I don't want my family to be worried. I have to be strong for them.
And, please dont ask me what it is. I'm just doing what it takes to make me feel better, that is to type a part of it out here.... doesnt matter even a slight of comfort is regained.
Self-discoveries can be disturbing and traumatizing at times. After making reflections, sometimes I just don't know how to continue my path anymore.
No matter how strong a person can be, there WILL be times when he/she falls, and he/she doesnt stand back up, he/she falls even deeper.
Have been doing a lot of finger crossing lately. Hope this bad mood won't haunt me until prom.
I'm afraid I won't enjoy as much as I should be.
Anyway, time to sign off.
Brian King


